I'm old. not old but...remaja tua.
rite?
its a moment to cherish all my life...
even though...
I'm short of cash.
My Love!
a lot!
things happen every day... some are good..others are like irritating.. but heck! me? macam tengok iklan je laa.....
lama x rasa....
the last time i feel dis jiwa kacau thing...b4 marriege. Masa tu nak kawen....macam2 kena pk....tapi bole lg bc quran.
la niii......
solat tak khusyuk....bc quran x tenteram....macam mana ni?
aku tau ...suma pasal aku letak kehidupan atas duit tapi.....
hutang banyak nak kena bayar nih...duit cukup2...
belanja anak lg....dah la pegnant....nak kena jaga emosi lg...kot risau benar kang...takut anak muka berkerut....
but 1 thing for sure....baby nih mesti pandai ekonomi n cari duit....
mana xnyer....umi dia asik pk mane nk cr duit je....
tp tu laa...blom ade idea lg ape bisnes yg ok....modal pon xde...
macam mane nih....
x tenteram laaaaa....
berkira kerja
today...is a day when i learn my lesson. in a 'cunning' way. well...let's put it as...effect of bullying. N my 'padan muka' of 'x nak ambik tahu'.
OK....
but...i just dont get it. most office staff nowaday...so berkira pasal kerja. apa salah nya...buat kerja tu. bukan nya nak kena guna tenaga...just sit back in front of the PC n type. just few pages. x sampai half an hour pon siap.
tapi x nak buat. sebab apa....
"bukan kerja I."" I tolong apa I dapat?" or something like "padan muka. biar ko susah"
boleh ka?
n its gettin' weirder when that guy tak siap kerja....this fella pon g report kt org atasan pasal this guy.ambik kesempatan....
paling sedih sekali tuh.....
this thing happen between us...
sesama malaysian...sesama melayu...sesama ISLAM!
geezzzz.....
cherish every moment
bila difikir kan balik..allah maha penyayang. Maha pengasih...bayngkan lah...dulu aku punye jahat...masya-allah! tu baru kira jahat...x kira tahap kenakalan lg...tahap dewa-dewi. mulut xde insurans (sape yang ader insurans yek!)..banyak lagi la yg aku x boleh tulis kat sini.
tapi sekarang?
start dari pernikahan ngan devoted hubby...nina's arrival....pregnancy w second baby...
ya allah! alhamdulilah...
masih lg terbayang saat nina letak kat atas dada sejurus dilahirkan....
daripada x bersuara...la nih dia la paling becok mumbling (tu belom bercakap lg tuh!)
la nih...suka duduk atas riba playing w her toys!
paling aku cherish....
dia buli abi dia....
hahahahha!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
